Thursday, May 17, 2012

But remember someone controls the river

"We do not just drift into becoming the best version of ourselves." pg23.  As Jenny can attest I had a huge freak out day yesterday.  No need to go into the details but I have really been struggling with fear of the unknown and uncontrolled.  Kev and I are trying to start a family and it feels like my body is not cooperating. Today, as I sat and thought on Yahweh I read a little bit in the book and then just sat and prayed.  I was thinking I need a scripture to meditate on this week.  I was reading a scripture and when I really looked at it and focused on what it was actually saying it was exactly what I needed

Ps. 145:5-7:
O Lord, may I never lack desire to speak of Your glorious splendor and Your wonderful works, declaring your greatness from one generation to the next.  May I proclaim and celebrate the power of Your awe-inspiring works, giving testimony of Your great goodness and joyfully singing of your righteousness.

My best version of me is not losing sight of him in all my attempts to be better.  Indeed, it is turning to him and recognizing as Jenny said this morning to me.  "He gave us a brain to think but he is the source of our protection. "  He is the source of change in my life.  I recently read this question.  If you were to write a song today, what words and phrases would you want to employ?

Mine: You hear my voice, you see me, you give me grace,  who am I? you made me, you create healthy whole people, I trust you.

No comments:

Post a Comment